'No Touchy!'

So this semester is almost done..cant wait...im not sure if i will be passing. But well i have to keep going. Ummm me and marc are getting a car soon, hopefully in the next 2 weeks or so, if everything goes well. And we are getting engageed..yes, we are. We went ring shopping 2 weeks ago and we went back this saturday and orded the ring, hes asking me sometimes around christmas. thats all i know. but the ring is beautiful its white gold, with an opal in the middle with small diamonds all around.
What did annoy me though was when we went to the last jewerly store i saw this opal ring while marc was talking to the lady and asked where the engagement rings were. so we go see them but i didnt like any of them, and i showed him the opal ring the lady was like thats not an engaement ring and i just looked at her and was thinking who cares, anything can be an engagment ring, my mum got a sewing machine because she didnt want a ring and she loves to sew. I was so angry at her for saying that. But anywayz we orded the ring and getting it in 2 weeks. I cant wait.

So school is alright i guess, living with 3 guys is ummm...special. At least one is Marc lol. So i found out last night thatmy grandfather died, it hurts. I never had this in my family so it struck me hard. I miss him and well i am trying not to cry but its hard. Sigh

So work is going good, i have 5 days left and i cant wait till school. Yeah so i just watched the movie video to unfaithful by whats her name?...Rihanna...and well it sucked! who lisen's to that crap, i cant believe she sells anything i mean its just as bad as ashlee simpson. the song makes no sense, you cant hear her shes just whinning all the time about being a slut and the whole time shes there not even dancing just doing suggestive poses. Her music pisses me off! Anywayz enough about that, i am going home this weekend, havent seen the parents for a long time, i think my dad thought i was dead even though i called like all the time lol.. gotta go in the shower and pack:P byes for now!

Moved into my new appartment and things are well...different...iving with 2 men. one marc and the other is his cousin and well me and his cousin hate each other so yeah things are rough but i finially got cable.....and i got 2 very annoying neighbours that are scary fat, who smoke pot and blast their music..their damn rap crap music. anywayz i they sound nice but just very annoying. well going to bed now got work in the morning! cant wait, it will be fun byes

Ok got to get this out there....yeah more ranting lol. so last thursday the Da Vinci Code had i think its first debut at the Cannes festival and then on friday the public was able to watch it almost all over the world. Now i have heard that the movie is not all that great and that even the book isnt all that great but the only thing making it so fantastic is the mystery and the whole religious up to-do about it.I havent watched it yet, marc said it was good lol but then again we have totaly different tastes. i might just wait till it comes out of dvd or he might freak and take me to see it lol. Anyhow i dont know much about religion, i never went to church (well when i was young but my great grandma made me) but i never been since, i dont read the bible, never have. I dont know much about relgion but alls i know is that GODDAMNIT PEOPLE ITS JUST A MOVIE!!!!!!!! The Da vinci code is just a movie ok...drop it. I am so sick of hearing all these relgious groups complaining about how it is destroying religion, lisen folks i dont know to many people who are crazy about relgion in fact i know alot of people who hate it. I believe in God, i do but i think organized relgion is bullshit...thats right. I believe it has nothing to do with anything, its just a bunch of power hungry people trying to force others to worship a god in the way they see fit. You guys already had your chance, your terrozied and still terrioze people with religion, trying to change their lives to make it like your own!. Damnit, leave everyone alone. For all your people who are fighting to take this movie out you are in fact making it bigger than it should be, honestly the people making this movie should be thanking you for bringing them in so much money. Now i do know a couple of people, i am not close with them, but they are religious and they are extremely nice, they dont force you to think what they want you to think. So i am not mad at everyone just the people who are saying this movie is destroying relgion, well guess what relgion has been falling, it has been taken out of schools, and thats another thing that pisses me off. i beleve that is shouldnt be taught in school unless the community has a large relgious population.I think that parents shouldhave a choice, i would neve let my children take some religious course, unless they knew what it was about and wanted to take it. I wouldnt be happy but well id have to let them. Anyhow, the groups who are trying to ban the movie just piss me off, the movie is entertaiment, half the world doesnt practice relgion anyways.
Ok i think i am done..i think...yeah so if your going to comment saying fuck you or some other kind of insult saying i am all wrong or something then well i'll say this now FUCK YOU....if you can go around complaining about how what you belive is right then i can go around and say how i hate it...got it? good now piss off if you got nothing intelligent to say!

Hmmm...bored, lonely.....umm kinda mad. Marc is going to go see Da Vinci Code with out me...figures that always happens he did it before. So now i dont know when i will see it, i know noone else who wants to see it..yeah i can go alone but i mean he is still going to see it without me after saying he was going to wait to watch it with me but no it doesnt matter, its not important to him!

Well after like a long time of being with marc i am away for a week. I mean c'mon a week isnt bad right?...it shouldnt be i shouldnt feel like this!..goddmanit! i dont want to feel like this, i want the tears to go away i dont want to cry anymore. I need some kind of distraction!...i need somebody here to make it go away. Why does it have to hurt so much i mean fuck, i know nothing is going to happen and i am going to live with him next weekend so why the fuck am i crying! I have no answers to these stupid questions and why i am feeling like this....i just need this to go away i need this week to go by fast.

Alright, i am watching this show and they are talking about the hit new trend on the net called MySpace. I have joined that site, i know terrible, and well the first 5 min of being joined i got an email asking me to join a group so i check it out and well it was for a webcam sex thing. i couldnt believe it.
This site is just a piece of shit. I cant believe some of the things that go on, and the people who go on. I mean yeah there are a thousand other sites out there but c'mon, the people who work for this site should be smarter. There are children who are accessing this site. ITs not like some of the other sites that keep quite this one i have people in my class beside me doing stuff on it, i have my sites that i log into and chat to people aroun the world but i am not about to show my ass on the net just to please some guy in the U.S. or England or even next door!
This site and almost everyone on it annoys the hell out of me!...GET A LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

So i dont know i am feeling really kinda depressed....i dont want to but i do. i feel kinda alone and well. i dont know. So yeah i am moving in 2 weeks, cant wait. But unfortunatly i will be away from marc for a week and we are both feeling the stress.I hope it goes away.

School is like almost done!...yah!....i got 2 more days and then its a month off till i start work at a camp right next door to me. Soon i will be moving in with marc, things are looking good...also i got a sexy pair of pants ;)

byes

well i was sick most of the day...i had this throbbing headache that would not go away. I slept alot so now i dont think i will be getting any sleep tonight. Hmmm i have so much homework..next week i have my web page due, my magazine due, 3 tests o and my 3D animation...sigh so much computer work in so little time....just someone plz pull my brains out now...
God i need to get to bed!

LOL....ok i am like so drunk lol...its funny i can barely type..why i am typing you may ask?!...well i am bored lol and well marc is like passed out on the bed after like well...an x-rated hour...god i need some beer...i only drank the hard stuff tonight and well i need something better...like beer!....

and i hope io dont have any thing else to say..this makes no sense

Well here i am at the end of another semester and it is the season for tests and craming and trying to finish major projects that all require excessive amounts of laptop time. I think i need glasses.
I also learned after i did a test way back i feburary, that i am a little colour blind, weird eh. Well i found this out after doing a webpage for the midterm and it was a little bit of a shocker but oh well.
Guess what?!....me and Marc are moving in together at the end of June, my brother is going to stay in dorms and some of my cousins still live in the area so i still have family to visit. Also i wont be seeing many of marcs friends anymore so its all good...yes some of his friends annoy me. I also got a new job yesterday. Well its only for the summer and its going to be so much fun.

anywayz got to go marc popped in lol

byes

So let me see...christmas was ok new years was fun and i got to spend a great week with marc. Also i will be working for a bit during the day now while going to school but well me and marc are going to be seeing less and less of each other over the semester....to point where i just wont care anymore.Sure we get every 2 weekends together, if were lucky and his friends dont fuck it up but thats only for 2 days out of 7 and thats only 4 days out of the whole month...wow.
Also i find out that hes gone to the city and staying at his friends house and now i will barely be able to talk to him for the rest of the week and hi doesnt seem to care. And then he tell sme that o i have to go home for the weekend when before he told me we can have the weekend together alone and quiet, but now thats gone. So yeah i am a litle pissed off goddamnit. O and what else.....i will be going to the city probably thursday or early friday and guess what.....he wont even be there he will be away when he told me he would be at the house. So yeah i am most likely going to be in the city alone for the weekend and then school will start and he wont even be there again. So this is the start of a new year and so far it aint lookin' to bright except for a few days spread out of like o 4 months.....And no my rant is not over yet.
Last week i had to spend a week in the city while being sick just because his cousin said they were desperate for some help on the job but o guess what, he was given work tuesday night and he didnt hear anything from them all week and then we were supposed to leave friday night but then again he is needed all of saturday luckly i got him to work from home but even then it didnt seem as urgent as it was. His cousin is alright but this contract that they have been working on since august and was supposed to be done in august is not even half done!....I hate this contract, it fucks up everything and noone know what the hell is going on...ARGH!
My rant is done....if i have more later i shall add more....Yeah i feel a bit better but i want to hit someone so badly....

I am so pissed off, i cant believe she moved the test anthor week. I just want to hit something. besides that i am ahead in all my classes so i dont have to worry about anything this weekend. I finally get to meet an old friend on saturday, cant wait. ok well i'm bored bye

Well my new program in collwege is going well, i'm liking the stuff i'm doing. Me and Marc are doing good too, in about a week we are celebrating our 3 year anniversay, i cant wait. I got a laptop! i'm so happy, i couldnt believe i got one lol. Its a cute one, i like it.
So, i dont know whats going on with my cousin, we used to talk so much but now we are like hardly talking. i guess its because we have nothing to talk about anymore because well i'm here in the city going to school and she is just working at subway. i'm still mad at her though, she got an appartment and a new car with her boyfriend that i still dont know much about and shes working at subway. Shes going to be 22 and shes not going any where with her life. And she keeps complaining that she cant afford anything and she doesnt know why,and i tell here its because your smoking, got a appartment, and a car and your just working at subway not even doing 40 hours a week. Sometimes i just want to smack her.
Anyway i think i might order some poutine, not sure lol.

Ok..well...i am updating...not much to say.i turned 19 last friday, gotakoolpenguin stuffed animal..hes so comfy and soft..hes my new pet.so my new course is going good, pdht is fun and i am actually learning!...god i missed learning...last year was a waste i think i got stupider but at least now i am going back to normal. So what else, i really want to get a hair make-over, that would be so awesome. i mean i wnat something new and funky but i also want my tattoo so now i got to decide which is the more important lol...it should be obvious but its not:P....there are probably so many mistakes, i'm so tired lol...ok no more writing

So school is starting on the 29th,canr wait, no sarcasim. i really cant wait cause i'm in PDHT..yah!. so i'm really excited to start, hope i do good in the course though. anywayz so i'm home now, the job searching didnt go to good, but i know i will have a job in the fall so i will just have to wait. I miss Marc, i still got 4 days till i see himj, but i might be able to see him on sunday. i hope i do. so my week really has been uneventful, nothing really to look forward to.I thought i lost my cat yesterday, i was freaking out, i didnt see him for like 2 days so i started worrying. well actually its been 3 weeks since i saw him but he left for 2 days but hes back and doing fine. on anthor note:my cousins scooter got stolen on wednesday, that was her only mode of transportation to work and back she had and now she has to try and find a car which she cant afford but she needs. hope things work out. so yeah i updated marc, come and read.

so i am still in search for a job...blah, not fun. i hope i get one soon. anywayz school is going to be starting soon, cant wait.umm, besides that i am currently in the city and there is nothing to do lol figures. anywayz i updated so bye

The summer has now started and i was working but now i cant until wednesday. i got heat stroke last saturday and i am now having trouble breathing and i lose energy really fast so my boss told me to take a few days off. I went to New Brunswick with Marc about2 weeks ago to see some family. it was fun and very relaxing.I do have more things to say but i dont feel lke typing lol...i just woke up i have to leave soon and its like 7am :P
anywayz bye